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Adoption Process - Week 32 3/20/2005

Filed under: — jodi @ 4:40 pm

We continue to wait for our dossier approval and are really hoping it comes next week. Cheri passed along some updated documents to our facilitation team while she was in Ukraine, but there’s not much else to report besides that.

We should be finally taking pictures of LT’s room including the dresser (which is finally done - woohoo!) and shelves and new bedding we picked out. It really does seem to finally be coming together. Come on, LT - Mommy and Daddy are ready for you!!

We do once again ask those of you who pray to add us to your prayer lists as an ongoing request. Everything we are hearing about the process of adoptions in Ukraine is pretty sour. Young, healthy children are especially difficult to get referrals for. You really just have to be at the right place at the right time, so we are asking our family, friends, and anyone else willing to join with us to pray for God’s perfect timing, for His grace and favor for the right appointment date, and for all the preparations to be in place for the child that is meant to be ours to be made available to us at that critical moment. We really believe that prayer is going to be the element that makes all the difference for us. Thank you!!

 
 

Adoption Process - Week 31 3/11/2005

Filed under: — jodi @ 2:46 pm

This week we aggressively monitored our email accounts for word from Cheri about our paperwork and whatever else she would find while visiting the Adoption Center. We did finally get one short email from her, but alas, it was lacking in the details we anxiously awaited. She comes home this weekend, so hopefully next week we’ll have some answers.

In the meantime we’re just waiting and preparing as best we can. The weather has warmed up here and today it is in the 80’s and sunny - so nice! I wish it could be like this all year long. It’s perfect!

We are truly almost done with LT’s dresser, so hopefully we can publish pictures by next week. We bought the drawer pulls this week but still need to paint them. We are also still planning to add more color to the bedroom. Pictures will eventually be forthcoming. Sorry to keep disappointing you on this.

Overall I’m in pretty good spirits regarding the adoption. Maybe it’s the nice weather, but I just feel optimistic and hopeful that it is just a matter of time and we’ll be heading over there to bring LT home with us. Originally, we thought March our most likely month to travel, but we know we’ll go when we’re meant to go. And as hard as the waiting has been, in many ways the time has flown by! LT will probably be a teenager before we know what hit us!

 
 

Adoption Process - Week 30 3/4/2005

Filed under: — jodi @ 2:04 pm

No news yet from the NAC regarding our dossier approval. Cheri is currently over there with her oldest daughter (adopted from Ukraine) and had an appointment at the NAC to confer and to deliver humanitarian aid. We are anxious to hear if she learned anything about our paperwork or about policies and procedures and how they may have changed.

We didn’t really do much this week. I think I did one Russian lesson, but unless I can find someone to practice with, I just don’t ever feel like I’m going to get anywhere with it. I’m feeling rather frustrated in that regard. You can only get so far working by yourself.

Airfaires have already started climbing for the spring and summer months, so I am really hoping we get our travel date soon, so we can book our travel before they climb even higher.

I also keep intending to make up some shopping lists and such and start being able to check things off of them, but can’t seem to quite get there. And of course LT’s room is still waiting for more paint and for the dresser Steve is endlessly working on.

We’ll get there. Some weeks are slower than others.

 
 

Technical Difficulties

Filed under: — jodi @ 1:07 pm

Steve recently upgraded my site, and we are now experiencing minor technical difficulties, mainly in the displayed format on the comment/permalink pages. Hopefully comments will continue to work. Bear with us until we can fix the look and feel.

 
 

Freed from The Matrix 3/3/2005

Filed under: , — jodi @ 4:37 pm

This post is linked to this series about Faith and Entertainment and is specifically a continuation of this one (Part 2). If you’re seeing this first, go read the others in the series so as to be reading it “in context.”

This movie had such a huge impact on me. It was as if God stretched down His hand, opened my eyes, and helped me to see things about Him and His grace that I had been previously blind to. It helped me to have a better understanding of the freedom and abundance we are called to as believers. It truly changed my spritual life forever - for the better! I am glad to say that I have been “woken up” from The Matrix and I will not be put back to sleep!

First, and I said this in my original post, this movie was not created with any godly intentions that I know of. I do not pretend that the story was intended to convey the true gospel in any way, shape, or form. It was not created to glorify God. But I believe there are very important aspects of truth in it that are so powerfully conveyed, and it led me and many others to glorify God despite the writers’ intentions. Let’s take a look at just a few highlights…

First, surely you know that there is a significance to a name. There is a beautiful worship song that goes as follows: (inspired by 2 Corinthians 5:17)

(The Lord speaking to us, His children)

I will change your name. You shall no longer be called… Wounded, outcast, lonely, or afraid I will change your name Your new name shall be Confident, joyfulness, overcoming one Faithfulness, friend of God, One who seeks My face “You’re one who seeks My face.”

Names are important. They are also important in this movie. Neo, whose identity within the Matrix is Thomas Anderson tries to take hold of his true identity (Neo = “new”) throughout the course of the movie. They present him as a sort of a saviour, but I don’t look at him that way. I look at him as representative of all of us who are in Christ, who are made new creations, who have died to the old life, and been born into the new life, who have been given a “new name”. The enemy, in the case of the movie, is “personified” in Agent Smith, who tries repeatedly to oppress Neo by reminding him incessantly of his old, Matrix identity. Neo finally learns that to better embrace who he really is (in our case what it means to be in Christ) he has to truly “die” to his old self and claim his true identity. This begins in the train station fight scene. “My name is NEO!” Our weapons are scripture and truth, but the battle is not entirely different. It is a battle of the mind and the heart.

Speaking of death, when Neo dies and is reborn (okay, the kiss thing was totally hokey), there is an important spiritual principal in the scene that follows. When Neo finally clothes himself as it were in his new identity (for us, again that is being in Christ), he finally “becomes the one” and “gets” that he has amazing powers and resources at his disposal. So it is with us as Christians. If we could really truly wake up enough to what God in Christ has done for us, in us, and what He can do through us, we too would be staring bullets in the face without fear! We would be bolder, more confident, and less affected by the ways of the world. Mind over matter (Godly truth over worldly wisdom) would enable us to make godly decisions as though they were second-nature.

To me, the Matrix itself did not so much represent being reborn as a Christian but waking up from the numbing arena that has become so much of the church today. Much of Christendom is still sleeping. Living life semi-contented with jobs, money, marriage, and an occasional effort to fulfill some kind of spiritual quota (sound anything like the matrix?). They are striving (at least when it suits them) to perform for God, earn His approval in order to get a ticket into heaven. I’m talking about those who don’t get that the gospel is actually good news, but think it’s still about works, behavior, how you dress, whether or not you’re pierced, wear makeup, etc. YUCK. Who wants to be a part of the “let’s judge everybody else that doesn’t think like me” club? Anyhow, for me, waking up from the Matrix was like really getting the message of the gospel - it sets you free to not be bound by the rules of this world (or even to the old covenant) but to live by higher laws, which are written on our hearts and not in stone. Freed to live the abundant life that Jesus spent so much of his short life talking about!

The biggest problem I had with the movie, The Matrix, aside from the gun violence, was that any analogy does truly fall flat at this point. The “real world” was ugly, devastated, dark, and overrun with machines that had enslaved the entire human race. The Christian reality, is that when we wake up from the Matrix, we are suddenly alive to the realities of the Kingdom of God. It is but the smallest taste of our future dwelling in heaven and it is quite the opposite of the “real world” portrayed in the Matrx.

“There is no spoon” is of course one of my favorite lines. I love it because it speaks of spiritual realities being of greater substance than what we see surrounding us every day. We spend so much energy and time focusing on things of the earth rather than on the things of eternal value. It goes back to the human wisdom versus Truth argument. We know that everything that is of God will live eternally and anything that is not will be burned away. “There is no spoon” to me is just a daily reminder that material things are temporal but God is eternal. Let us focus on things which are eternal!

There are many more instances in this movie that can be used to highlight spiritual truths. To me, the movie was like a constant series of “object lessons”. Did it also contain “other stuff”. Sure, but those nuggets were like precious gold to me, so I guess I get a little defensive when people try to tell me it’s evil and oughtn’t be entertained. I don’t know if God would have just taught me those lessons another way, but I love it that He spoke to me through that movie!

Oh, I just remembered something funny! I originally did NOT intend to see the movie. From the previews it looked a bit scary and definitely violent. A dear friend of mine - God bless her for this! - argued and argued with me to convince me to go see it. She explained the basic story so I wouldn’t get too lost (as I have a problem sometimes following complex storylines). Her husband chimed in and seconded that I would find this movie “worth it” if I could tolerate the violence.

It was sooooo worth it to me!! I praise God that those Wachowski brothers made this film. Though they’d have done well to leave off with the next two! ;-)